Letter to god

Dear God,

Before I begin,
Let me start by saying.
I've been going to somethings,
So every night I be praying.
Not sure if you heard them,
But the struggle is a burden.
Born into a world of pain,
Can drive a strong man insane.
Time heals all wounds,
But time ends all life.
I'm just saying.
It ain't easy down here.
So I need you to hear.
Every word that I say.
If down I'm here to stay.
Speaking of down here,
Is this hell?
All I see is war, hate, and greed
I can't tell.
Im just trying to make a way for me and my family.
So I pray everyday
I hope that you follow me
Sometimes I sin and I pray for your forgiveness.
I just hope when this ends,
you open up them gates for me.
If not, bury me with ammunition, weed, and Hennessey
For me and my enemies.
The devil he lurking
I know he trying to hurt me
So I ask for your protection
Your shield is a blessing
I know I ain't been living right
But I learned every lesson
And I show it.

Sincerely yours,

Flow it the poet