Streams of Thoughts 10(Addiction)

Gave you a second right, and you took my days
gave you a week and you took my life away
laugh at me when we fight
And Sad when I avoid you right

Why did you do that cmon talk to me comfortably
Giving me the silent treatment c'mon what you want from me
stole my pride my destiny
Even dragged me from my Family.

Your friend weed last week told me to take daddy's wallet
today am trying to sell gold ,that's mommy's locket
a few naira cmon so you can have it
I wish I could stop it, stealing from my cousins

you tell me its alright but maybe that's a lie
cuz I, can see the tears running down from my mama eyes
and the disappointment in my dad's when I, look inside
don't want to feel cool, like I did before
oh my addiction you making me a bad metaphor
A spoilt dude, bad apple
good for bad examples , i wasn't like this before

My friends found out last month that I masturbate
So they don't buzz me no more when they celebrate
Facebook status comments like they righteous
And I feel down, stigmatized for being Human thus

I feel trapped like Saraki behind bars Addiction I can't stop this not my fault
locked in your prison box, trying to stop with this battles fought, no one notice
No relationship for years fuck being loved
I want to have a pornstar, they want to be loved,

I want to go deeper, they want to be touched.
1Gig of data used up for what streaming,?
Where is the web history, okay is always empty
As I molest Gods temple , please don't tempt me

I spent 10 thousand on you yesterday
You promised me you are going to pay
You said I just pick just 5 and play
Virtually , 7 hours you taken my days, oh
wait, maybe this is it, this is the one you said
Oh my, I lost again that was my dads money,

My school fees, house rent,
What do you want from me
Phone ringing landlord wants me out the apartment
Ohh my addiction see what you did to me

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