Lamentation

She said she will be back
i watched as the car disappears into the dark
hoping to see her next week
missing her made me lay on my bed sick
not knowing if i will ever see her
how do you feel when your pain is at it's peak
how do you react when your healing it out of your reach
i watched her beautifully dressed but she is not going with me
No, not anymore.
My fantasies, my dreams becoming reality
Only that am not the one living them
i could not be civilize so i held unto her and i whisper
i wish we could time travel to stop me from meeting you