Trying to get to heaven

Trying to get to heaven
Instead, ask Him to come!
Prepare the table!
Say
We don't want Him to come
Say does
He come anyway?
Against will?
Don't even acknowledge
Any such 'Creator'
Seven port holes
shouldered above
vessels we drift
perfectly confined
when were awake
between the waters
Prisoners?
For what?
With freewill do we will to be with?
Our vanities suffice.
Forever just to once try life.
Repeating rejected protected.
Until refined in a reality such as this.