Spiraling into what you most want.

One may see heart and hurt. Then again one is disconnected and therefore not whole. I see again today you have im- prismed me like a diabolical light beam splitting my atoms into the air like dust. The only real misconception is that I am the vessel you choose to torment so often, spilling your blood into the rivers of the body. I am beyond this and at the same time at such a level with it that I become it and then choose to separate from it based on a fear based mind control I have instilled upon myself. Anyways I wanted to let you know that even as the sun appears to be absent throughout the night, there is a sudden stillness that can be found that is so sweet.