1st Poetry Session on Steemit - URDU / English- (Poetry 2)

Hello Every One This is my second poetry on steemit. So Please do motivate me to write more stuff while upvoting my content and keep commenting on it.

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Life is meaningless, want to give it a real meaning..
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Its so painful, want to make it comfortable..
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Its killing me daily, want to apologize about my failures..
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Its blaming me without any reason, want to make it happy so it'll start admiring..
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Its thinking that i'm laughing, want to tell it that i'm crying..
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Its saying i'm a truth, want to tell it that you're lying..
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Its looking that i'm fine, want to show my real condition in which i'm not really fine..
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Its telling me you're becoming alive, want to show it that i'm just dying..