Acceptance; The fourth sequence (Original - Part 4 of 5)

It's me who's to blame for believing your lies,
I may be the cause of your final demise,
All of my choices are how I react,
For I now understand it’s not the truth or the fact,
These omissions are false in the words you oppress,
To trust what you say is the ultimate test,
Every step that I take is another poor choice
Struggle as my sub conscience drowns in your voice.
Stand at the edge as you watch me go under,
My life holds no weight, just a meaningless number,
Its now that I know, you value no morals
Should I love or indulge hate is a personal quarrel,
If I can ask you one favor, forget all my words.
The meaning is lost, my intentions obscure.