Impromptu

Don't think i like this,
It all happened like a spark,
Obviously impromptu,
Inconsiderably waxed with the reality,
That men are the architect of their fate,

But why?,
Why is life so cruel?,
Filled my naive heart to the brim,
With hot air balloons,
Re-defined ecstasy,
Re-articulated fantasy,
Re-structured fairy tales,
Re-commended non-conventional precepts,
Manipulated the butterflies,
Solacing my stomach walls,
With loop-holed ideas,
And left me down in the dumps!
Why is life so cruel?