Wondering of our mind

When I have been
Lost, sad, afraid, weary,
I have always turned to you.
Yet, even after -
All that we have meant
To each other;
All that we have shared;
Everything that we have
Been through,
You couldn't bring yourself
To turn to me,
In your darkest hour.
Was it a lack of faith and trust
Or something much more? . . .
I will never understand
How you can proclaim
Your undying love and devotion
Then cast me aside;
Keeping secrets from me.
You should have known
That I would show compassion.
All that I had wanted
Was to help you push through;
To help you,
Through encouragement and love,
To challenge the darkness
That surrounds you . . .
You cannot run and hide
From all the pain inside.
Nor should you try to shield me
From the demons
That you harbour.
For I am strong;
I am your true ally.
And, I will never let you falter;
Always standing by your side
To hold you up . . .
Our love is a powerful force.
Together we will face the
Changing currents of the tides;
Together we will rise above;
Together we will win this fight
And create a new positive life . . .