For you that I love,

If only you knew,
To be honest I never felt okay
Far from your knowledge, I feel pretty tortured
How come?
This feeling is like a burden that is suffocating the chest cavity

I love you
I wish I could say that in front of you
Every now and then your shadow always comes in a longing
And I?
I had to bother to endure it with a sadness

You know what it is to love someone in silence?
Moreover when I have to accept the reality,
That there is another heart you are fighting for,
Someone you also crave with a lot of hope
Of course, it is not a sweet wait to be remembered

While me?
What about me?
Is there a place for me?
In fact, my race is not only unpublished,
But also clapped one hand

I once called you a happiness
Make you someone I think is "special"
In silence, I like to daydream
Hope all my dreams come true

I just felt love again
I just got back feeling happy
But, again and again in the end I have to experience the same sorrow

If you know what it feels like to be in my position right now
Everything seemed to be restrained and a burden to myself
Sometimes I never understand this with my race
But what to do again?
Apart from maintaining patience by receiving wholeheartedly

I do not know what to do?
I'm not smart enough to translate it with many words
One thing I know right now
I have to wait for the end of everything I live