My Poetry "For my past"

Dear past . .

Now I'm used to ..
When opening the eyeballs in the morning without a short message from you ..
When my mobile notifies are no longer fulfilled by your attention ..
Yes, now I'm used to ..
No more good morning to hope for a beautiful dream ..
Or just ask about eating ..?
Yes .. I do not know since when I'm used to without you .. All I know is at this point is not easy ..
Top what my efforts for a story ever beautiful ..
It is true .. like taking bitter pill.. At first it felt bitter but the end healed .. that is the analogy of sincerity..
Now I just want to be patient and sincere to accept his destiny ..
Yes .. I admit the wound indeed became the starting point of my change ..
The best teachers do learn from a mistake ..
Top happy and injured that I ever felt .. At least I can learn what it is true love .. Now is not I have forgotten or have not forgotten a name who had lived this long hearted .. back again .. I just want to accept all his destiny ..
Because I do not want to live in the shadow where I am with you ..
I want to look straight ahead of the future ..
And I leave all my affairs to God ..

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