Enjoy my songs/poems.

BENDED KNEES

Love that goes far
Love that won’t leave
Burn down the heavens
On bended knee

I stood right up
And I spilled your trust
Fire and mud
To wash my cup

Just feel so stuck
I sold my luck
Pawned off my rings
Felt the cold breeze sting

The primest cuts
Of my heart and guts
You broke my throat
Now I can’t sing

Bourbon for blood
Watch my street flood
Stuck in a city
Of itty bitty titties

Down to the gritty
I don’t need your pity
I just need a dime
For some breakfast moonshine

“I’m doing fine”
That’s my go to line
All watch me fade
My memories a sign

The path took me far
I didn’t succeed
Sold everything
For a cut rate fee

Love do me well
Love kill my greed
Burn down those heavens
On bended knees

Love that goes far
Love that won’t leave
Burn down the heavens
On bended knees

Love leaves me scars
Love made me bleed
Send me to heaven
She don’t need me

Love do me well
Love kill my greed
Burn down those heavens
On bended knees

Love that goes far
Love that won’t leave
Burn down the heavens
On bended knees

Love leaves me scars
Love made me bleed
Send me to heaven
She don’t need me

DIME LIP

I’m gonna live
On the lip of a dime
For a limited time
I will shine (for you)

Why would I lie
When you read every sign?
When you know every line
I can’t wait (it’s true)

Blind from the light
But cold from your spite
Love took my sight
I can’t breath (so blue)

Ground under wheels
To a dust so fine
What a hell of a night
Rendezvous (with you)

I’m in a bind
These drugs do me fine
Cast off and away
Find some truth (a clue)

Careful to tread
When better off dead
A monster in my head
When a keen thief bled
Truly wasted for all of those times
When I stopped to face it
My secret crime

I try to act like a fact
Like I’m fine
One last chance to shine
One more line

(well) I’m going to live
on the lip of a dime
for a limited time
I will shine (for you)

Just for you….

I’m gonna fade
like you feel
So slow and defiant
Like this aint for real

Drunk on a glance
That I catch you steal
All caught up and brought up
There’s cracks to the seal

Primo slice in a tight dose
With eyes closed,
my souls exposed
Die for the shine
Die to be mine than live awake

CUSTOM MADE COWBOY

Grease the wheel
Taste by feel
Something’s wrong?
Under that hood

Wretched kindly
Smile like the mighty
Sit by my fire,
die for a while

sip at the sweat
tastes wet and deaf
a rhythm by whack
A heart turned black

Nothing’s wrong,
by solid proof
Nothing needed
No I don’t need you

DEATHPAT ROAD........At STREET 51, PHNOM PENH, CAMBODIA

Dan’s dog dove deep in the dam,
drank dirty water,
believed every scam

alliterations weren't worth half a damn
He'd find a cracked dyke,
save the town,
twerk a plan

(See) Tweaked out twits
born for the bliss
blue paint on their lips
Can't save em but wish

Are ya Christian? or are you just Chris?
US Money by the barrel of a gun cyst
drug war taunts ( that shit is so funny)
deep to the wrist
Proxy cash honey
Now China on the blitz

Every day now there could be election
ha ha ha I crack myself up NO DO NOT Mention!
Every day now there's another infection
They're too damn subservient
to use some sense, protection

Is that truly why you came?
IS that the answer you strongly maintain?
Hope it all ends for you in the flames
And your’e the only shit bag trapped on that burning plane

Every countries rug shook
for it's shame
Heroin addict frames
washin up here and leavin stains

Born for a war but life's just a chore inner/and a
Not a soul around to pay off the Coroners
forty hour famines for the girls that loves the foreigners
And who sponsors us? When the shit gets dangerous?
bites and rust, loan sharks and needles cuts n' tetanus

FISH FOOD

I’m heartless regardless
With sparklers to adorn your carcass
Mercy in me? Try heartless
You only harnessed what was harmless

I’m a heavy sleeper Promise keeper
what did actin Getting you, creeper?
Think I’m big cos you made me?
Think I’ll quit cos you’re shady?

You think this game is fucking ladies
With my girl at home, are you crazy?
Why go depraved and shoop Tracy?
Get her knocked up and say “yeah man, She made me.”

I don’t head for a high note
Just to get some code to getting in
I don’t fuck with C listers
You got friends, do they even listen?

You’ll be a scarlet wristed artist
You won’t die scar less
You will die hardest
By accident while carless

Bleed out in pajamas you bought in Bahamas
Sharks do better at mopping up anyway
Hear your scream, carried away
Your wails fade, smooth like fresh suede
I gotta say, What a lovely way to end another awesome day
Hear your scream, carried away
Your wails fade, sunset serenade
Mouth shut should have stayed
You just thought you had it made
Now your cooked worse than hand grenades
You’re Fish food but take away
Fish food, but take away

FLASHBACK PAIN

sins of the past,
memories, scars.
bruises gained from chasing cars.

Black dog in the shade.
forgiveness I pay.
Blame away the shame.
Walk on past the game.

Outcast to out last
the bold and the fast.
Alone like it's meant to be.
Sedentary leper spree.

Bliss in my wrist.
The hand that forms a fist.
Your begging pleas,
blood for the fleas..... mission complete

HINDSIGHT'S VENOM
Her bones are like birds
I thought I lost her
She kept me under her bed
rented monster

Sick me onto the dregs
That’s a rich lobster
Any sideways glance
You know will cost ya

Career like a debt
Fade out like Costner
Boss of the wolves
I’m at a loss to

Reframe or explain
Somehow click a switch
Paid out in blood
Just ol’ midnight’s bitch

Tweak to twitch
A subtle itch
Murder the bed
Break my legs

End me sweet
Down on time
End me sweet
waste my mind

Burn me down
Sage of the ages
A subtle sound
That kills all the aimless

Kiss me quick
End me painless
Vain promise
Fit for the ageless

End me baby
I’ll leave you in time
End what’s crazy
When free I’ll shine

I’m not thinking of you
When I’m free
I’m not that guy
I feel no greed

Its so easy to quit
When the path just fits
Cough up opposites
A vacant game why complain?

It’s so easy to quit
When you treat me like shit
Bathe me in spit
Yeah have a fit

Bright night
Blazed daze
No shame
Just great

My sight
In the haze
My name
Reclaimed

My life
No debt
Dreamed path
Intercept

By flight
So circumspect
My fight
To forget

By rights
Left for dead
All the plans
In our heads

By sight
Future fed
Smoke alone
by sunset

HIGH HOPES

I had high hopes
Defaced by demon’s manger
I got anger
To blast away these feeble fakers
Heart breakers and broke so broken
Not team players
Call me “Nature”
Call me what you want I’m ancient
Angst to place/a/calling card/galactic neighbors
I can’t face/the/fact this planets just a waste of

With nervousness
The hermits sit in holy shit
To deny the enlightened
Frightened of a hunger ripened
Ego vices at the high end
Your soul might bend if you
Crash your Benz again

I’m mixing vodka, gin N’ bourbon,
Nyquil, Xanax, hashish Durban
I’m not your brother nor your burden
I’m just heart broken and a disturbed person

Mother had issues
Of wreckless abandonment
I know one thing for sure
The devil had a hand in it
She toured Europe with 7 grand n’ shit
So no, I’ve never seen a gravy train
(but) I really can’t complain
Wont soothe my rotten pain
Just starts to chain
My complaints all together
Under the weather
I want to sleep forever
Labor in vain only weed kills my pain
To start again, start again, I forgive myself the rotten shame

How do I forget?
Why do I want to?
Where’s the respect?
We’re dusting old pages
Hold on now, let me check
She got lost in the circus
Lurking with the worthless
Sold me out to my dad who was nervous
She had some kill in her eyes
And a new guy I never met
And tickets of one way flight to Czech

mixing vodka, bourbon
midnight oil I keep burning
Nyquil, Xanax, hashish, Durban
I want to die like a riot
I’m not your keep sake
Berserk and burning
I’m not a burden
Forgot so not hurting

Mother had issues
Reckless abandonment
She toured Europe on seven grand and shit
I was about six I guess, I rely on amnesia
Knee jerk rage, I want some anesthesia
I know for sure, that the devil had a hand in it
Stuck there in the cold, wondering if she’ll ever come home
Still hate her, took me for granted
I’ll forgive when I’m planted
If by design, who planned it?
Got sold out for beer with Spaniards

JOY RIDE ROAD

No harm is scripted
That’s what mumma said
You dilly on the dally
Then it’s over dead

Taste from the fruits
And then spent, lament
All that fear you wasted
Just rats in your head

My curse lifted
The frame sags to sway
I made it this far
To this very day

For all intents and purposes
The nervous strain to win
Of all the heights of retrograde
Unsaved, just dirt. My sin

I tried so hard I know
But I’ll give up, you win
Take the death’s head grin
Take your life for a spin

I tried so hard to glow
Bruises up my shins
Just a death’s head grin
I Succumb to the win

My curse lifted
The frame sags to sway
Too much pain
To start again

That curse gifted
To try with dismay
There’s too much pain
Just run to start again

What’s left of me
Dark destiny
Mirror Fragment shards
You can’t hardly see

What’s lost is free
What I’ve found is me
A darker need
My hungry greed

KHMER LOVE STORY

By grim reprieve
Tender thief
Steal me away
For three long days

I came back to a body
Crimes a hobby
In my street
Mission complete

Sugar to the dose
He died with eyes closed
What cost the most
Was all the shame to his host

Baby strip the flesh
From my bones
It’s ok to bleed
There’s no one home

This pain it’s fresh
And wears a dress
To dance a plague
Among the vague

Detached yet stressing
Impaled on my fence
I take offence as a last defense
Invent incensed rage

Rage to be blessed
It’s venom by the vague
My face is your plague to test
Dodge the games you play

CHORUS:
chances spent
Dead men there
Just a soul for rent
If you don’t care

I could take you there
To the arms of despair
In my reach
(The pain will teach) The pain always teaches the way

As I sway past the vague
That common trade
If I could take you there
Then I’ll leave you there

A dull throbbing ache
How much will it take?
I’ll take you there
don’t be scared

LIGHTNING CALLS

Get off your phone
Can’t just be?
Lightning calls
Win clean sweep
I pretty much
started from nothing
Then I became something
Now I’m all that I can be
To start from nothing
Smile when bluffing
Truthful paths I seek
When dreams won’t sleep
(back then I) made landfall
New fruits sweet
Coconut juice
Smiles cost cheap
Blazed out sun
Midday heat
Not a soul around
For me to treat
Dreams they call
Some endless feats
If you fall
Gain your feet
Strike out strong
don’t play weak
Each new bow
A winning streak
“Henny may call
But too many bills
Empires fall
But we never will”
We’ve learned from some better men
Now we’re doing better than
We don’t need those traitors
That calls themselves the government
When crazy shit calls
Just take it like a supplement
We don’t need no cops, an army or a government
Lightning calls
Fearless freak
Watch it fall
From the peak
Start off small
Kind of bleak
Kindly call
Cop it sweet
Many fall
Caved in meek
Lightning calls
Paths they speak
Climb on board
Own those streets
Lightning calls
Speak with your feet
Climb on board
Own those streets
Lightning calls
A path so sweet

MISTAKES AS A KID

Latch key soul
Razor teeth to catch me
The scent ran cold
Just follow the lackey

With every chance fed
Love could have had me
Long term praised
Fade out unhappy

It’s a trend that nothing lasts
When I lose my friends laugh
Can’t share what I got
Or it will get taken
I share my pain
The only thing worth breaking

Heaven’s to Kevin
She went and saved my bacon
No point faking
Over hot coals raking

Forsaken havens
Heavens forbid
that I made mistakes
as a kid

Broke jaw ravens
You could forbid
this stupid kid
Saved by your wit
God forbid, I made mistakes as a kid
Mercy hid under wraps and selfish shit

PLEASE FORGET MY NAME

Monkey brain
Serve me well
Leave me be
In my shell
Glad to fade
That jutting edge
A handful of hearts
A soul to pledge
Righteous theft
To steal my pride
Take me down
A hole to hide
A place for pride
Over my shoulder
The edge fades
Getting older
I’m afraid everyday
My soul it frays
Beyond all hate
Remembering Kate
Too wise to pray
Far too much pain
To start again
Forget my name
What’s lost is yours
Keep it babe
Steep to chase
You got it made
That bruise rang true
A slice of hope
I could lose you
In the smoke
I could furnish proof
While your’E aloof
Cut the cause at the root
Smoke trees with Groot
I could learn to want to want you
I could stand to make blue proof
Hazards appear on the edge of your vision
My hands warm to your decision
I could fade the way you feel
Bleeding out in the tub
stay to steal but there’s the rub,
I’m loved by nuts and pure drugs
Got kicked out too late
If you want to
So sick of hate
If you’ve got to
Woke up too late
Head split in two
A venom state
Not next to you

STOLEN LINES NEVER MINE (Velvet Underground influenced, but I really did know a girl called Lisa)

Drink until empty
The brew is heavy
Inclined to shine
You were never mine

A dream to borrow
I smoke till hollow
No heroine to follow
No path did shine

Not for a day
Or a life am I fine
Not for a minute
You were never mine

Lisa whispers
“Cool it, she’s watching”
Lisa cries
She gets so bored

When dreams get to swapping
Well everyone’s watching
They get so nervous when I score
But they pay me to get them more

Lisa can police my beliefs
She’s got me running like a thief
She chews away at old beliefs
Scars hide just underneath

How could I be
What you can’t admit?
From Lisa’s advice
I just feel like shit

I’d kinda like to hit
A large bag of green
Get wasted and deemed
Unfit for Lisa’s scenes

Pass around a prance to chance
Kiss my tiny dancer
Soul dead to romance
My hearts made of cancer

And this last song is about trump

WHO AM I?

Who am I?
I could have bought votes
And divided up your hopes
I can fly lower than
A shady envelope
He said “We can.”
So I screamed, “You won’t!”
I bugged his telephone
But fuck it he’s not home
I fire EVERYONE
And stand up here alone
I need a bigger throne
Hell I should be cloned
Buzzards killed by nasty drones
Fake news overblown
They hate me to my bones
Sound the trumpets
I’m a fat hit
Fuck that Bannon guy
He can go suck a dick
I’m a finger twitter dancer
I type “Killory is cancer”
Kickbacks for my damn self
I knows the steady answer
Second term, HA!
I got big hands
I’m a sturdy man
But I’ll sharpen my axes
If you mention my taxes
I love my daughter
(Like) too much a great deal A LOT
I ordered my latest wife from a Euro catalogue
Drain the swamp
This rigmarole is molasses
Red tape just clashes with my minion masses
(Let me tell you) in combat I’m matchless
I’ll piss on your ashes install a Central bank up your fascist asses
I mean, I’m a big deal
You just have to face it
I’ll take you back to basics
I owe my reign to racists
I’m really tight with China
Russia is our friend
I eat reporters for breakfast
My power never ends
I love to say words like “China”
Act tough then make amends
My power never ends but it’s all just pretend
Who am I? A faker with fake tan tomatoes
A fake news creator
A tiny dick dictator
I fuck the world like God
I am a jobs creator
The job is to clean up later
After I’m gone, so long
a traitor
In sullen solitude
I take pot shots at you
Little dictator
Your own misfortune

---

Thank you for reading my songs/poems. I tried to use less of my rap this time and keep it balanced. Please leave me a message if you like any of this material. You can use it if you talk to me first. Please upvote, I need to start vaping!