THE LOVE I NEVER HAD (A poem)

The more I think 🤔
The harder it becomes
But then I tried to get my mind of it
But I wouldn't get the rest I deserved

To some love is nothing but a distraction
But here I am distracted without
And when I'm close to having one
I'm easily broken by its flaws

To some, friends are there to encourage them
But to me I'm being discouraged by my friends
Not like they asked me not to love
But their experiences keeps dragging me back.

You might think it's better to love 😍
Just like others will believe it's safer without
But all I'm here to say is to follow your heart ♥
Who knows it might lead yhu to the love you deserves

As for me, I'm done in search
Tired of everything except for love
Hoping one day I'll fall in love
But this is something I've lost already