live loneliness

I want to share my emotional state with anyone at this moment ... Nobody ... From my point of view, I see you as distant as I will have you, although I decide it, I am unwilling to continue wanting, in what sense? To you as such, there is no value in the currency, it does not help me or an amulet, just something there ... I need you "So far from me" I need a lot of time for me, to know the true value of happiness, I do not deny That with you it is, I struggled until winning the war for then ...? I would say an elf that was disappointment and disappointment, I personally saw it as a "I do not understand why" now I notice that he was right, the time to make others happy is over, it's my turn to be happy and if, if Happy is solitude, I declare myself isolated from the world, feeling the sun's rays, the waves of water, the drops of rain and the cold of the Morro, the plants between my feet and as the breeze embraces me ...
"It's never too late for God" it's not too late to live the things that this offers us. Maybe in me, you think there is a climate change, I do not have to deny it, rain, thunder and lightning come from my head and between them you are to be expelled in a voracious way, I want to see you so far and so far from my bubble, where Do not breathe my own air, to feel peace for the first time ... Not because they force me, but because I want it, it's an order, I want you away from me ... and even though tonight I think about you endlessly sleeping with you and wake up without you, although I often say to the wind that I miss you and that I love you ... I want to believe that you are no longer here and I feel good about it, I feel at peace, as if my soul was detached from my body , path to the future ... That in my footsteps there are no traces ahead but those that I am leaving and erased in turn so that you can not return and finally appreciate life as it is, as when I arrived and until the day that is no longer ...