MY FAMILY ON MYSELF
The one that gives promises
One that tries to change you
The one that makes you feel safe
The one to keep you company
The one that I feel I don't know anymore
The world is changing and so are they
I long for the sweet gathering
Because I have lots of things to say
But for now it remains a feeling
Feeling that goes on in my mind each day
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The one of constant promise
I have lots of things to say to the one
But I have no other choice than silence
I wish deep down she would be ready to listen
Instead of turning deaf ear to advice
Change might not be all it seem
But trying to make me into what am not
Is not the change I sought
The one who does not given me chance to redeem
Myself of my past mistakes
When there is silence in your head
Sweet awful quiet to be heard
All you need is a good company
But this is the one that offers me both
Good and bad but is something I cherish
Why wasn't I born
To make somebody feel safer
Just a regular whose whole is already torn
When you are there I am happy and full with your care
Because when you are present there is nothing like fear
I am really sure of our bond the strongest
But I feel the pain that I no longer know you as I thought I did
I also know you don't believe in me
The different one of all your three seed
I am sorry if you are disappointed in me
I have promised I will no longer shed tears
But for my family I could but I pray there be no reason to
With them you will see memories of all my years
So I wonder the word in their head for me too
Still The love I hold for all of them is more precious.
