Frustration

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My mind's frustration is heavier than failure.
Alas, I and my heart don't know how to endure.
An opening gulf between my reality-plant,
And my vision-tree.

A yawning gulf between the place
And the place I love to live.
I love to live under the umbrella
Of heaven.
I can no longer remember peace;
Delight, too.

But I know deep down that a
Swing of the pendulum will
Change my fate and face.