Work with point of view
For the Japanese, work has the concept of Ikigai... When the skills we like are needed by many people and we are paid for it, the goal is to achieve personal happiness.
For Muslims, work is worship to serve Allah, with sincere intentions, spreading benefits to others, and obeying the rules of sharia. The goal is to achieve Allah's pleasure and eternal rewards in the afterlife.
"If life is just living, pigs in the forest also live. If work is just working, monkeys also work." (Buya Hamka)
The scholars also said... There are types of sins that cannot be forgiven by simply asking for forgiveness, but by working hard to support the family.
Be grateful and love your job, because out there there are 10 million++ people hoping to be in your position.