Desire of Playing.

I had to work at my 9 years old son’s desk today. The photo shows you the situation after 7 hours of writing which resulted half a page. FYI a professional Scriptwriter under contract, must write around 10 pages per day to give filming group enough material to shoot! But I can’t help myself and I continue looking through his stuff finding old friends to have a moment. I don’t know! Am I totally insane or is it normal for an adult to play with Tintin instead of working on a project he is being paid well?
They say good artists are always insane. Being modest, I don’t consider myself an artist, but being good or bad I’m a writer who earns for living. I had lots of moments in which wish to be a little crazy to write a better scene or find courage to argue with the priducers about my fantasies. I become mute on those moments and unleash my craziness in moments like this which I really don’t need it.