Good things not come fast ... when I make photos all this last years ... I have felt same .. and I was try to find pictures strongly and sometimes I was wonder why they don't want to come . But once i realized that it wasn't the thing, it was that i demanded too much and i pushed all the ideas down by searching new photos, if just try every idea even if it seems pointless .( Example : I was just trying to make black and white.. if you look my Instagram pages here what is same name @ foxkoit ... then you see here why I was try so bad.. I was know what I want get and what I was see... but I didn't know at the moment 100% it was important to see the colors also to learn everything what you can see and feel what your eyes. )
But now i am doing it all the other way round, I let my mind freely move and also my thoughts and I photography everything that interest at the same moment when I walk or look things , and lot times I look color also because it is important, so then I get more free feeling if I try force myself just to find something all time in B&W .