Every Sunday, more or less, I press 3 and the Close button. I go up to my mother's room. Her dementia isn't getting any better!
These days, every five minutes or so she points out my hair is thinning on top.
I've decided to try and go on Wednesdays too.
I asked Orphan Wisdom how to be with her. He advised me to learn about aging and of course, ultimately, dying.
When she sees me, her face lights up with real relief and gratitude. I'm her reluctant angel, not sure how that happened...
We all need angels. Angel school seems pretty tough at times, but there you have it. Some day it will be, and has been me!
Byron Katie asks, in this moment, is there really a problem?