Take it easy bro, glad you are healthy enough to work still.
My other half said to me the other day, that she is not looking forward to winter, I said you should feel happy you may get another winter, as nothing is guaranteed, she is now looking forward to winter.
Positivity breeds positivity.
That is a demonstration of higher thinking. I'm learning how to better manage my emotions and attitudes. In fact today I was out working with my 28 yr. old son climbing up and down ladders, etc. Was actually not bad. I saw it as great exercise, a time to work with my boy, lots of good sunshine and fresh air, and time to think and meditate while working. Blessings. Always appreciate your input!
I think the term for that is "quality time" everyone needs a little of that.
Stay awesome my friend, we all love you the way you are bro.