Not Perfect

Perfection is not achievable in this or that. I am not perfect in any since of the word.

I am troubled and not sure about anything. I have been this way for way to long. So many years of trying to be what I thought I needed to be for others. While allowing me to be lost in the mist of them I have lost most of them. Mostly I lost me in the mist of them.

The question on my mind today is why do we as humans feel the need to give of ourselves to the point of loosing ourselves on the path of seraching for the perfection in our lives that is Not Perfect at all.

Know that I have never known perfection and may never understand the craving or desire for it. Yet the feeling that we should strive for perfection has been placed within me.

Is there really a perfect smile, way to laugh, or way to survive in this world. Or is my smile perfect for me, my way of laughing any more better than yours, or the way I cope with surviving wrong.

We each have a beautiful smile to show off in our own perfect way. Just like all things we will survive thru this Not Perfect world if we stop looking for Perfection.

Perfect is an illusion

Love to all