Do you love me enough to let me go?.(boyfriend and girlfriend breakups)@mrblu poem.

I've notice changes in the recent past
and waited patiently hoping it wouldn't last.
you hide the truth behind my eyes
pretend you never did really care.
lies and fake hate,never declare.

You say nothing is wrong and you are just fine.
acting as if the problem is mine.
something is different not like it was before.
i'm doing my very best trying to fix and restore
try to figured out what's lacking in our relationship.

recently you change a lot.the way we showed love
one another without crowding you or trying to smother.
just want you to know in honest way?
Do you still love me as much as you used to?

i never look back,when you say No..
for this is the choice,don't question myself and
keep my mind close.wipes my tears,
my heart feels like it's torn in two.
asking myself what i have done to deserve like this.
i give you everything,no one left on myself.

i act on my friends that things are all okay
but i'm dying inside. just really want to run away.

as i sleep at night remembering the past.
everyday another tears i cry more than i can count.
everyday a lot more fear

days,weeks,months trying to move on but
realizing time without you goes by slow
it's hard not to ask the question why?
honestly i still love you,there is no reason for me to lie
knowing that it won't be easy to move on.
time spent without you feels like you're already gone.

wondering if there could ever be another chance me being around you
I can't help but glance but trying to be stand strong.
i tell myself these things won't stay
i will overcome the hurt somehow, some day.
just give me more time to let go.

this feelings makes me feel like i'm covered in flames
until ashes are all that remain,i've got no energy to even cry
i knew it was over,i will start doing things new,
i know i will be just fine and things will be alright.
and i will move on without you by myside.

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