THE SONG THAT ALMOST ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY
dapithapon by ebe dancel. first time i heard the song was thru this video. i don’t know but for some reasons it struck me. maybe because it has the words that i wanted to say before, to my ex. lagi ko naiisip na, siguro kung gawa na ‘tong awit na ‘to nung mga panahong ‘yun - panahon umayaw siya at hiningi nya yung kalayaan niya- aside from that juris song, this would have definitely been my song.
sinubukan kong aralain yung kanta at tugtugin sa gitara, and sometimes bago ako matulog, i play this particular version in youtube habang sinasabayan ko siya ng pagtugtog at pagkanta. baduy pakinggan pero tuwing ginagawa ko yun, di man lagi, pero most of the times umiiyak ako.
and everytime i did, i always picture talking to her with the words from this song, while also remembering her face back then, na hindi nakatingin sakin, nakatagilid na parang ayaw akong pakinggan, habang ako, nagmamakaawa na pagisipan niyang mabuti yung gagawin at magiging decision niya. then after having a good cry, i go to sleep.
this may sound as if i’m still not over my past relationship, but no, that is not the case. masakit pa rin lang siguro mabalikan yung sufferings ko noon.
