Thank you for your support @acksa
I do want to play video games, I just miss playing because I have no money to buy rigs for such games.

I do want some pain medicines, my back is making my life miserable.

I do want to date some girls that I like, I never did because I am so sick and now I have a deformity.

I appreciate all what you had done and will do for me, I cannot repay you and will just God let do the repaying as he is a Just and a Righteous God.