Good for you for sharing this @jonnahmattias1016 you sound like a strong genuine character and im sure experience has shown you that. Hopefully you are not carrying the guilt that you might have felt because you can not be held responsible for anyone else's place in life. I think we forget that truly the first person you have to love is yourself and im not talking about doing cat walks all day in the mirror lol but you don't need to accept any judgement from anyone avoid those people that put you down when you can and surround yourself with people that want to see you do well. Enjoy 2018 you and your daughter are going to be fine :)