Dude, don't say you might be worse. You're awesome!
I've dealt a lot with mental health, with friends and family. One of my friends has been hospitalized many times, my ex-girlfriend has awful anxiety, and just, throughout my life, I've had to be the lifeline for friends with scarred bodies and burn marks. It's so dang tough and it's hard getting help at all. I think it's the relationships you forge with mutual sufferers, rather than our Ratched (pun) health care system that lets folks like us survive.
Just remember: You're better today than you were yesterday, and someone's probably going to give you cake tomorrow. ;P