Thoughts

Stars tell love stories

Standing in the dark with him by my side. I feel the cool breeze. We climb up to the roof and sit there in silence. We just look out and take in the beautiful sky. Everything felt so right, so peaceful.

“I wonder what my future wife is doing at the moment, Don’t you ever wonder what your future spouse is doing at the very moment?” he looks at me waiting to hear an answer. “Yea, sometimes, I bet she’s asking herself the same thing at the moment.” I smile. He just looks at me and smiles and looks back at the stars. “yea, I hope she is. I have a feeling she is closer than i think” “Oh yea, why do you think that” “Well, I know someone that I want to wake up to every morning and kiss when she least expects it.” “What a lucky girl she must be.” Jealousy filled my insides and all i could manage to say are those few words. I stare at the stars, wondering if what I feel is true or just the thought of some other girl having my best friend’s attention. “Austin?” “Yea..” “Who is this girl?” my voice cracked, and i felt my face get red and hot. “Why do you wanna know?” “I’m just wondering, is it wrong to wanna know who your best friend is crushing on?” “HaHa, no it's not, well it’s this girl who just takes my breath every time i see her, I never tire of seeing her beautiful face, I don’t worry if she's smarter than me, I know she is. She is funny without ever being mean, I love her, I’m so lucky to love her.” “Did you just quote The fault In Our Stars???” “Hahaha Maybe.” Everything he said is what I wish a guy would say about me….the girl that has his heart Is the luckiest. I hope that she sees the love he has for her, if she doesn’t then she’s an idiot and she has to give him a chance to show her that he is the guy that any girl would go crazy for. He loves to sing and play the guitar, He is a guy that does the littlest things to impress a girl. He has never been a guy with a pervy character. He has the heart of an angel. A soft guy is what he is.

The feeling I get when I flash back to that night and how I was the stupid girl that couldn’t see how much he truly loved me, how I wasted my time with other guys, being broken over and over and over, when my true love, the guy that loved me, was right by my side. I realize this now, It’s too late, He’s gone to a better place. I never gave him a chance, he left without knowing how it felt to have the girl he loved with him and be able to call me his. I was too dumb to see anything. That’s something i will never forgive myself for doing. I would give or do anything for you to be by my side love. I love you, don’t forget that.

looking at the stars and remembering his love.

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