Dear ex

He was insanely in love with me. He told me that he don't want a heartbreak because he was not strong enough to go through pain but enough strong to love me in worst times. He cared for me more than I deserved and waited whole nights for my call just to end the day with my voice. I took him forgranted and ignored his calls because I was sure he would never leave me. His love made me powerful. His love lighten up my soul and made me glow even in the dark. Everybody loved me. Many guys tried hitting on me and he became possessive. I was on cloud nine and got attracted to one of the options. The urge of love and being in satisfied relationship was not enough for me. I left him for someone else. He kept crying at the end and asked for the reason. I betrayed my committment and promises. I didn't give him the closure because I was the demon. I gave him stupid reasons and then I started dating another guy. But he took all my glow and light of the soul with him. I forgot that whatever I was, I was because of him. Soon, my dark demons ditched me. I never smiled like before. Today, I don't have courage to go back to him. He used my pain and became the successful writer. I lost him forever.