This is good, like really good. I touched on the subject of pain last week and @islanderman commented on it being potentially a good tool to use in art, and this piece of yours makes me think more about that. I think there is more to be learned by surrendering for the pain, and not trying to run away from it.
It's not really newsworthy. Only the last 50 years or so we were taught that negative emotions are bad for you and the only way to alleviate the situation is by talking (and not creating).
If you are an Artist you owe it to the world to create. But instead we have feminine men who just blab about how they feel.