Feelings

I wonder if you know that feeling??
Where u feel you have everything in control but it's all slipping away
Where everything looks perfect but then, it seems like it never existed
When you feel you've got all but u realized it's not enough

I bet you are ignorant of the feeling
When things seems so real not knowing it's just for a moment
When you've worked so hard but it seems your all is just a tiny bit effort.
When you think you have the solution but realized you didn't get the problem from scratch.

I wonder if you are familiar with that feeling
Where letting it out seems the best thing to do but you dunno how to spin your thoughts into words
When you close your eyes and wished it all to be a dream
When you cry inside but still smile to the world

When all hope seems lost and there's nothing to hold on to
When you wish for things to work out but it seems you are not getting there
When you hurt inside so bad and you wanna push it down the memory lane

Would you want me to tell you about that feeling
When heartbreak strikes and you feel like a fool
When your world seems to be crumbling at your feet

You ever think you are strong but you are weary and you don't wanna give up at the same time
You don't know what to say or how things would go
You feel like you at the pit of the pool drowning with no ray of hope in sight

You wish you never do it in the first place but you are in too deep to back out...
You don't wanna believe it was not meant to be...

One inexplicable feeling it is
If only it doesn't hurt this much
But it does andreal...bold