This is great! All of it - you overcoming anxiety, finding things to donate, finding things you need, the fact that such a great place exists! I love this so much!
Side note, my Pagan ass would be crossing that bridge tossing salt out the window, or holding a sage bundle, or burning a black candle or something, lol. Cleanse! I read a funny meme just yesterday that went:
Me: (passes blunt to the demon in my house)
HA BITCH THAT WAS LACED WITH SAGE GET THE F**K OUT MY HOUSE
...and I'm like, yep, that's a lotta Pagans I know ...lol.