Dear Diary: My Current Health Update: My Head Seems Still Growing But I Could Close My Mouth Now

My lower gums is hurting now because of the continued growing of my facial bone so my right incisor teeth is newly stabbing my gums again and they hurt now and quite numbed at most times and gets in pain again when I begin to eat. I am now careful with my eating as the stabbing motion of my upper incisor teeth goes into action when I eat. I also can close my mouth for a while and enjoy some hot or cold beverages without spilling much.

Currently as you can see in my latest photo above, my face still is growing and I will not be surprised if it still will grow in a very grotesque way in the coming months. I am deeply affected emotionally by this situation and condition of my life but I am never losing hope and still into my goals of making my life near normal again.

I may or may not achieve my goals but I am certain that somehow i will reach some of it which is not only for myself but for my loved ones. I could have done more in my life if it wasn't for this terrible body deformation that I had. The disability it brings me is just what makes me feel depressed and frustrated.

At least there is steemit community that is supporting me that makes me get the courage to press on with my life as they give me hope and empowerment to also help myself although blogging is quite a burden to my mental load it is still enjoyable and makes me take off my mind from my heavy medical problems. Glory be to God and God bless the steemit community.