What the fuck is wrong with the fuck word and the dilemma on the road of becoming civilized

Sometimes it is worthy of taking punches and sometimes not. And so does it happen every day with us. Life punches us every day. Sometimes it is worthy of taking, sometimes not. But the biggest punch on the face it gives us is making us used to things so fast. I wonder sometimes how would it look like if we would never get used to things. Like love. A friend told me once that the sweetest part of love is the part when you chase the person you love and you want love in return. As soon as you get it, it's not sweeter anymore. You don't jump into each other anymore. You don't fuck the crap out of her. You don't fuck like its the last second earth has to offer for you and the best thing you can do is fuck. It comes like twice or thrice in a week. Honey take a shower and then we will make love. I guess I have a real allergy with that word. The world is like too much of a cliche. I believe the human race is losing it originality because of our wanting to be civilized.

Its all like trying to make us look like what we are not from inside. Well, sometimes our animal nature can be beautiful. Look at us, we are the civilized bastards and what have we done with the world. At least tigers are not making the earth uninhabitable. Well, lets now get us back to the habit thing. One of my most favorite books is Sofie's World by Jostein Gaarder. There he wrote the philosophers are like a child, they never get used to the world. We get used to crazy beautiful things like sex, like the night sky, even love of our loves and her smell and then these exceptional things become so normal that we hardly notice.

But somewhere around the corner of our childish soul, there is the small spark of light which doesn't want to grow up, who doesn't want to get used to things, the rebel inside of us which never wants to think that there is no hope or excitement. So, we try to find the same excitement in someone else and try to be truly happy or we learn to fly again. But the society, the neighbors and the law thinks it's morally wrong. We I know it is but you are telling me the problem which I already know but what really caused the problem in the first place? See that son of a bitch life which makes us got used to wonderful things. That's all for today you madafuking civilized people :D
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