My first big picture in Dotwork 😎😅 "Rebirth" 🐦

Today I want to introduce you to my first big picture in Dotwork. The painting is called "Rebirth". I was 17 years old when I finished it. 🖌😋🖌

What is this picture about? 🤔

Sorry, but there will be a little confession. It was a difficult period, which gave me some tests. No, it was not the first love. I did not believe that the relationship at this age is serious. In general, I think that only the right people are with us. And life excludes unnecessary people.
At the age of 17 my dear person died. My beloved grandmother. She always inspired me. But in general. I had a cool grandma.
I will always remember one moment. Granny called me to her and said: "Ksyusha, if you are ever asked to draw a landscape, portrait, still life or sketch of tattoos...never refuse. And do not trust anyone who says that you will not achieve anything. You are strong and very talented. You will succeed."
She said something else. But after the phrase "tattoo sketch" ...I felt confused. I did not understand how she knew about it and why Grandma supported me in the subject of tattoos. And you know what? She noticed it, smiled and said: "Yes, grandma knows everything".
I miss my grandmother. For a long time there was a depressed state. And at that time I finished school, I had to choose a university. And this is a serious step. Self-determination. Everything was crushing. It was as if something was gnawing at me from the inside.

And suddenly, I said to myself: “Stop! What are you doing? With yourself, with your life! You are destroying yourself! Stop!
Look back! There is a problem? You can solve them! Do not hold on to the past! Why??? Because it passed !!! 🚶‍♀️🏃‍♀️

I finally opened my eyes, began to draw again, began to meditate, took up self-development. I listened to myself and understood what I want to do. You know, there was a feeling of lightness, inner freedom from the shackles.

An image of a phoenix appeared in my head. I came to the conclusion that it was stupid to feel sorry for myself. The man himself decides his fate and can cope with all the problems and internal contradictions.

🔸Lotus is the flower of perfection, it means life and death, rebirth and the pursuit of truth, purity and eternity, spiritual growth and development, peace and tranquility, struggle and happiness. 🌸
🔹I wanted to draw a cigarette in one hand, and in the second a gesture that is used during meditation. I will not hide that smoked. It was a way to relax. 🚬
🔸Around the guy is a cigarette. The smoke from cigarettes forms lotus petals. 🧘‍♀️
🔹In the middle is a period of awareness. This awareness of their inner strength. 🤯
🔸Wings of the hands, because a person can do anything. He just does not understand how his possibilities are endless. 🖐✊
🔹Awareness of your power leads to rebirth. 🐦🏃‍♀️🚶‍♀️

Phoenix carries a powerful energy, strength of mind and will to live, It reflects the victoriousness and inexorability in the face of the hardships of reality, lack of control over fate and the desire to be the master of your life. 🐦😎

This is the short content of the story of my rebirth. What about you? Have you had stories that influenced you or changed your life? 🤔