Let your freak come out

What makes you feel most in your skin?
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Sex has always been such an inherent part of my life.
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I remember sitting in the locker room of strip clubs in my early years, watching ladies drop naked while putting on the thickest armor before going out. I was confused by the paradox.
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I've often felt like I had to hide a huge part of myself away. I called myself a chameleon not realizing that my personality was just a facade for what I thought others needed.
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The only time that I let my true-self come out, the times I let myself bare it all was when I connected with & embraced the parts of me that I thought would never change.

It started off physical, bringing me into a close & intimate relationship with my body, with how I moved & felt my physical being, and expanded into something out of this world, ethereal and magical.
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Everything I do has self-expression at its core yet a part of me was scared to express myself sexually more publicly.
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I can say I've never felt more empowered than when I'm baring it all exploring my sexual creative energy, and I've never felt weaker than when I was hiding behind the mask of what I thought others wanted, what was acceptable, or what I "should" do.

It's ridiculous really; wanting others to express themselves fully yet cutting off one of my core essences.
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I've had small boobs, full hips, and ass for as long as I can remember. Completely misproportioned but completely me, yet until I embraced them I wasn't able to love myself and until I embrace the parts of me that are kinky and tumultuous I won't be able to thrive.
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Neither will you.
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Let the freak in you come out. Let yourself play. Get your kink on.
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I'll be sharing more on my new found shibari hobbies and sex magic interests in the future.