The Sissy Sluts Journal #3 (I Feel Like A Star)

I'm in a state of ecstasy as I opened my eyes and woke up to the front door opening and the loud voices of several men. I was turned on quickly because I knew that was my pimp and he apparently had brought some gentleman as customers over first thing this morning and I was going to be their early entertainment today. I quickly made my way to the bathroom and started to fill the bathtub so I can prepare for the clients to use my holes and look sexy while I'm being fucked like a rag doll. It doesn't usually take me to long to get the basic stuff ready for cock to get a wet, warm welcome inside me. It is a huge and busy day for you girlfriend said my daddy from the other side of the bathroom door. I'm hurrying daddy I exclaim and finished taking off my panties and night gown. I'll be ready in less than an hour I added with excitement. No worries I have six gentleman here and four cameras to put in place to video your gang bang and make me some money he said gleefully and pushed me a baggie of cocain under the door. Thank you daddy I said cheerfully and felt my heart speed up as I started to think about everything he just told me.

It is my routine to put on my chastity and lube up after I get my bath...but it was not easy to prepare and dress and everything else while stuck in the bathroom...but I did it and rather faster than I expected. I texted the new sissy and had her bring my clothes and makeup to the bathroom and then I pulled her in with me and told her to start helping me with the whole process. With my black skirt and white stockings and a tight belly shirt I think I am about to make a room full of hard dicks cum and look hot doing it in front of the camera. Bright red lipstick and just a touch of pink eyeshadow with my pink heels and choker that has a leash to go with it and I looked amazing. It was making me wet by the time I finished putting on my pink and blond wig and I had a feeling that I really was about to have an erotic experience that was going to be great. I'm finished with a few sprays of my perfume and a little adjustment to the boobs. It was only a few minutes later I was in the living room with four of the men and smoking crack and making introductions of sorts. I posed for a couple of pictures and had multiple hand prints on my ass cheeks before the meet and greet ended and I had to straighten my makeup out for the camera. The other sissy was taken out with daddy and I was getting high and fingered on the bed when the cameras came on and cocks came out from the clothing they were wrapped in.

The lighting is very colorful and it was blue and green and red and I was so wet and horny that it was just instinct to get down on my knees. I'm surrounded by big black men with huge hard cocks within seconds and so began the first scene of my gang bang porn movie and it feels good to hear them from above me telling me what I was going to do and making me wet while I was getting my mouth full of a different man every couple seconds. With my hands on one cock and my mouth on another one on my knees listening to the group of Alpha men as they were calling me bitch, slut and whore while impatiently putting their cocks in my face, mouth and even on top of my head a few times. I was able to get a glimpse of my escapade on the big monitor occasionally and I noticed that my hair is not pink or blonde anymore because of the lights. It was by far the most turned on I think I have ever been...just seeing my face and mouth being fucked by a half dozen guys and I was so high in that moment like a girl I literally realized that I had no trace of a boy's essence left in my mind, body or soul. It suddenly seemed hard to imagine that I was ever a guy at all....for the first time ever I was completely out of my shell and had become a woman in every way. It is a huge landmark in my life that I was getting fucked in my throat while I felt myself cross the threshold of womanhood and the magic of the moment happened right there beneath the Alpha men and the huge dick being shoved in and out of my face. Mmmmmm I moaned loudly and I was thrusting my head back and forward getting the hard cock all the way in and as his balls slap against my chin and I jizzed and I poured hot cum on the floor in one intense orgasm that was being recorded and watched. Good girl work that dick bitch shouted the man who was still in the middle of using my mouth to get a nut and he did just that. Fuck yeah that's what I'm talking about he said harshly and kept his cock inside my mouth and I gulped down the big load of sperm twice as I looked up at him in submission. I had never made a man nut for me so fast with a blow job until then....Ahhh yes daddy I replied sweetly and giggled with his cum dripping down my chin.

I felt like a woman and not just a woman...but I was a sexy little porn star and I had a group of guys hard for me and they all wanted to fuck me in all of my pretty girlish glory. In less than a couple of seconds I was getting my mouth full of a huge hard dick and he was pushing it deeper and harder until I had to gag and get some air. He didn't let me go, I simply had no choice other than to be his bitch and submit to being the beta bitch that I was. Ohhhh yeah that's it...suck my black dick you fucking whore he aggressively demanded. Salivating like crazy as he was holding me by my head and pounded my face I took small breathes when I could. It made me cum several times until he was squirting his load all over my face and I got to see him put each drop of sperm on his canvas with the big monitor. Ahhh shit bitch that is a dick sucking mouth he said with pleasure and satisfaction in tone of his voice.

I stepped out of cameras view for a couple seconds and smoked more drugs before I get on the bed and was quickly greeted by another man on top of me and two guys on each side of the bed with their cocks at the edge of my mouth. Ohhhh daddy that is what I need daddy...I said softly as he started pushing his manhood up in my guts. I'm going to fuck you so fucking hard and make you love me he yelled loud and started squeezing my tities as I felt every inch until he was balls deep in my body. I'm holding the other men's hard cocks in each hand and jacking them with my gentle movements as I was being ravaged by the other guy above me. They started switching out after a few minutes and I was so excited to be in the middle of them. I'm gonna cum daddy I squeal with my eyes rolling back in my head in my climaxing pleasure.

Time stood still in the state of ecstasy that was holding me captive and all six of them took turns fucking me in the ass and they each visited my mouth in between fucking me until one by one four of them emptied their testicles in my belly and it was magnificent to be treated so much like a woman and a whore. It is a true fact that a slut gets really dumb from getting fucked so good from such big cock and I moaned like that dumb slut and I was so euphoric that I probably wouldn't have been able to respond intelligently to anything asked to me. They had gotten a little rough and my stockings was ripped in a few places...my makeup had been smeared and I was so sticky and had multiple stains of dry sperm on my face and body. I sat up and looked directly into the camera close to me and I picked up my lipstick from the floor and let the monitor be my mirror as I put fresh lipstick on. Everyone laughed and said that is a real whore and my thoughts started to function with the laughter and I realized what I was doing. I'm actually kinda proud of it honestly.

After I had a little break and something cold to drink and three big lines of cocain we shot the last scene in the walk in closet and I sucked two guys off and I gave them and the cameras a hot slow cum swallowing grand finale of sissy slut perfect performance.