The Sissy Slut's Journal #2

Mwaaa Mmm Ah Ah...Ahhh yes daddy thats your pussy I squeaked out with real and true dedicated beta submissive tone to my words that are a little mumbled because I was being fucked like an animal from behind. With my back in the perfect angle and arched up to him as my face is buried in my pillow my owner is beating my guts to pulp. I'm going to fuck you female and make you transform until you get pregnant bitch he yelled loud in the meanest way that anyone had ever spoken to me before. His demenor and energy had changed in a very dangerous appearing scenario and I was getting scared fast. Fuck me daddy please keep fucking me and cum in my pussy I scream and squirt jizz all over him as he continues to insure me that he owns my ass. Yeah you are a girl he said harshly and slapped my ass hard. Ohhhh my God I am going to cum for you daddy I exclaim as he fucked me harder with both of his hands around my waist tightly and I instinctively fell into his control and it was as if the motion was pushing me forward with the aggressive strength of his thrusting force. Then as I felt the head of his cock about to slide out his massive arms pulled me back and he was pushing it deeper and harder until he was intentionally trying to make it hurt. He was watching me and grunting deeply while he continued pushing it through the other side of me it felt like. I'm going to cum in your stomach and fuck you again he said quietly as he pulled apart my ass cheeks and made me cry in pain and cum at the same time

He kept his promise to me and I was so turned on by his cock spurting cum in my belly and how he didn't stop fucking me in the most amazingly masculine and dominant manner that I was unable to stop myself from telling him that I love him and I will do anything you want me to do. Oh please don't stop daddy I begged him like a girl and jizzed again and again in multiple sets that he must like because of how excited he became and he couldn't help but nut again inside me like he really wanted me to have his baby. I'm going to put my motha fucking name on you in a tramp stamp bitch he growled hatefully and pushed me down on the bed to get past me. Yes sir daddy I replied sweetly and hurried off to my bathroom to freshen up for a client that was going to have me for the entire night and he was supposed to be here in just over an hour.

It was by my clients request for me to wear a black dress with a little makeup and a jazzy glow with crotchless stockings and no panties. Apparently he was very specific and I was sure he paid a bit more than the other guys who fucked me in the past two weeks that I have been working for my daddy and I like the way I feel when I am with my customers. Since I am thinking that he was paying extra to book the entire night with me he was going to put his cock inside a very wet slut when the time comes. It is almost impossible to get ready before I was on the clock but I barely managed it. There was just enough time for me to get high and lube up before the bedroom door opened up and in walked a bit older and a lot taller man than I was used to lately but it was just another one of those things that I am turned on by almost constantly. He was dressed nice and it looked like he just got out of church or something like that I thought as he started to pull off his belt and empty his pockets on the nightstand. I'm on my knees and pulled out his cock and pushing his pants down quickly and he said nothing at all to me as his hands wrapped up around my head and causes intimidation to flood into my body and I realized that I was getting turned on and his pheromones and manliness were taking over my feminine desire for him to breed me and I was shaking all over suddenly. He was watching me from above while I was getting my throat saturated and inching his cock deeper and deeper into the inside of my neck gently while caressing his balls. GLACK gluck ugh...I gasped for air and almost threw up a little from the man's strong thick dick inside my throat was getting harder in my windpipe and force fucking it into jello. Awhhaaaa god dammit I screamed loudly as he was working out his angers and frustration on my face and I pushed myself back away from him. His demenor and the look of his eyes was filled up with anger and hatred. I'm here to fuck you in punishment for the many white men that fucked their slaves years ago he said dreadfully and crawled on top of me and slapped my face while pushing apart my legs and proceeded to shove all eight or more inches of black masculine uncut cock inside my belly and it was useless to try to resist the pheromones he released from his excitement and an overall deadly amount of testicular hormones pumping in his blood. For the women and the children that suffered from their white slave owners he said in a mono tone voice as he quickly picked up right where he left off. It was not as painful as I thought it was going to because I was still holding a lot of sperm,my girlish jizz, and lube. He's pre cum was more than some guys produce for a full load. He never said anything else other than...move, turn around,or suck it and sometimes he said suck it bitch. Yes daddy I replied sweetly more than I can remember and I always had the natural ability to become obedient and enthusiastic about receiving commands to do things that I really enjoyed doing.

It made me wet even though I wondered about the man's sanity and what he was actually capable of doing to get a nut and release the whole other thing that is going on in that head of his. When I looked up at him as he started to pull out quickly and pushed it to my tities and I love it when I feel submissive in fear of not knowing what might happen to me. Throughout the entire eight hours of getting railed from every angle and in every hole he cum for the fourth and final time and I was getting more convinced that he was off and a bit slow before he was out of my bedroom. Good bye submissive he said in a creepy voice before he shut my door. It made him cum and I think satisfaction was achieved but the guy is still very strange. I laughed quietly and slipped out of my dirty slut clothes and got ready for an entire three hours of getting high and bathing in hot water....my mind was drifting to it hours ago I thought as I poured a little vodka. I had three shots of vodka in the bathtub and I was so confident and focused on my happiness as a beta submissive whore. I feel complete letting Alpha men treat me like a rag doll sex toy and my orgasms are so amazing and incredible to feel charging through my spine as I am making my surroundings wet.