The Sissy Slut's Journal 1. ♡♤

hashsteemin (49)in #nsfw • 5 months ago (edited)

It made me wet walking to the store wearing my favorite mini skirt, stockings and a tight shirt for showing my new C cup tities off. It looks so good from my view above the two round breast that stretches my shirt and turns heads make me feel so beautiful. My nails are long and bright red and so is my lipstick and heels. It is really obvious that I am a slut and the smile on my face added a lot of feminine confidence in the open. I quickly noticed that most men are looking at me longer than usual and the way they look was so much different than before the breast implants. It made me wet walking in public and I decided to go to another store after I bought some gum and cigarettes from the first place.

I was just about to cross the street and go towards a little thrift shop....when I saw the purple escalade stopping beside me in a parking space and the driver's window was down exposing a large black man with long dreadlocks and big broad shoulders. Are you a good girl bitch he said rudely and opened his door. It made me feel so many emotions inside at once that I literally started to shake a little bit. Yes daddy I replied sweetly after a short awkward pause. Come here and talk to me girl he demanded firmly and looked at me up and down. Okay daddy I replied softly and I quickly made my way to the passenger door....I was still shaking when I opened the door and began climbing in the man's vehicle. Yeah I bet you like big black cock huh bitch the man growled really rudely just as I seen his cock was out and getting hard fast. Oh fuck daddy I exclaim as I gently put my right hand on it and shut the door with the other hand. Suck my dick and I will find a good spot to fuck your brains out at the man said as he started to pull out into traffic and I didn't hesitate to put my mouth on the huge dick in my hand.

Within just a few minutes I was salivating like crazy and gaging as he was holding me down roughly in his lap and thrusting his cock in my mouth and hitting the back of my throat more each time. All of it bitch he said harshly you are going to love me when I nut in your mouth he added sharply and laughed deeply while he continued pushing his dick inside my slobbering wet mouth and pushing my face towards it roughly. Hmmmm mmmm I moaned and gaged in between his strokes. It was making my jaw hurt because of how thick it was getting. Tears blurred my eyes while I was getting fucked in my face like a whore and my insides throbbed from being turned on by his masculinity that he shoved in my throat with force and I especially got wet when I felt his balls on my face and I realized that I had taken every inch of his dick all the way down....my heart was racing and he didn't slow down for several minutes before I became free to breathe and rub my eyes. Get in the back seat he said quickly and pushed me hard. He reached around me and let down the back seat while pushing me to get on all fours. Put that ass up and open your fucking butt bitch he yelled as he slapped my ass cheek hard enough that I squealed loudly. Yes daddy thank you I said cheerfully as I arched my back and surrendered my body as a beta submissive sissy does for Alpha men.

Slowly but forcefully and rough with his hands he sodomized me and made me quiver and moan softly as I felt small and weak beneath him. Yes daddy fuck me I squeal out loud from being fucked like a rag doll in my ass and he was getting faster and deeper every second. He squeezed my waist tightly and hard with both hands to grip my body holding my wet ass still in position perfectly for the way that was most pleasing to him. Ohhhh daddy that is what I needed I scream and squirt jizz all over his cock like I've had some religious experience in ecstasy. Smack Smack Smack in rhythm with his motion I hear him fuck me and his balls slap against me....I slowly reach back and caressed them with my finger tips softly and push back into him as he continues to watch his cock going inside my guts over and over again.

That is when the hatchback comes open to reveal two other big black men with a powerful aggressive look in their eyes and saying....six one six....six one six in a mean tone loudly as I watched them pull down their jeans and boxers to get out their cocks. Holy fuck I squealed out like a girl and jizzed again on his hard dick so much that it splashed out between us. I'm still cuming daddy I exclaim as he fucked me really hard just as I receive a second BBC in my mouth from one of the guys who opened the hatchback to see the white whore getting the hell screwed out of her. Take it like a whore you fucking bitch he yelled as he was shoving his cock inside my mouth and getting hard for me quickly. Mmmmm hmmmm I moaned in submission before I became unable to breathe and holding on to his waist with his cock paused and throbing in my throat while my ass is open and splashing cum everywhere again. I'm going to cum in your stomach and own you bitch he yelled loud and I screamed yes daddy I will be obedient to you I promise. The other guy laughed and told me to shut the fuck up and suck this cock...glack gluck glup glack....was the sound of the man's tool fucking my throat. Spit and salvation poured out of my face and I was having multiple orgasms from behind simultaneously and it was magnificent. Ahhh Ahhh I own you bitch he yelled as he spurts his load of cum way up inside me like he wanted to make a baby in me. It is a lot of sperm that is deposited into my belly and he roared holding his cock inside me and I squeeze my muscles around it and drain his manhood while being fucked in the face savagely with the aggression and the roughness of a dominant man that wants to use me and possibly even hurt me for the fun and satisfying entertainment of it. Both men pull out about the same time and the one that is using my mouth tells me to look at him and open my mouth and he masterbated above me and squirted a huge gush of sperm inside and around my mouth as I felt myself surrender and my body preparing for the other man who had been waiting for his turn to use me like a whore just like his friends did.

While giving him head slowly until he is fully erect for me I overheard his friends with another man standing outside the vehicle discussing how much they are going to charge the other man who had just arrived. It turned me on quickly and I gulped down the big cock and he was pushing his dick in and out of me before long enough for them to finish the conversation. Oh shit bitch he said rudely and slapped me on the back of my head before forcing me to go all the way down. Yeah good girl he muttered and he got his nut off in the middle of my throat. It choked me and I couldn't breathe for a few seconds after he cum and had pulled out. That's when I was finally able to get a drink of coke and a cigarette that was surprisingly laced with crack.....I am going to make a few dollars from you today bitch said the guy that picked me up on the way to the thrift shop and he also enjoyed fucking me from behind a few minutes earlier and femininized me with his cum. I nodded to him in submission and agreed politely with a smile and a whisping giggle. If your whore is good at sucking dick and can handle big black cock then I will be back with my dudes said the tall muscular black king that just paid for me to open my mouth like I was told to by the man who brought me here. They shut the doors and I was alone with the paying customer that was rubbing the head of his cock on my lips gently. Mmmmm I love black cock daddy I said softly to him and looked directly up to show my face in submission. He was filling up my mouth within ten minutes and I was squeezing and sucking sperm from his cock while he was watching me and grunting deeply. Yeah good girl he muttered firmly and pulled up his pants up on his way out of the large vehicle with out any other words to me or not even looking back at me. He laughed and said that he was going to get the four dudes that works for him and let me suck them off to. One of the men brought me a cold glass of water and cigarettes and gave me a pill he said was ecstasy and told me to take it. Then he handed me a grocery bag with wipes and body spray etc and told me to freshen up and get ready to swallow some cum in a few minutes. I was very excited to be a prostitute and I was so wet and horny that I fingered myself with two fingers and I cum on the seat in seconds. It must have been around half an hour when I could hear a group of guys walking around the vehicle and talking to each other about the white bitch and how she was going to scream and cry for them to stop because of how badly they are going to fuck every single hole on the bitch....I moaned like a school girl and fingering myself faster and faster as they started to open the doors and get into the vehicle with me. Oh thank you for coming to fuck my mouth and feed me with juice from your manhood I said softly and seductively while I jizzed on my hand. Turn around and let me see that ass hole bitch said one of them. Yes sir daddy I replied sweetly and hurried to my knees as I spread my ass cheeks apart and stuck in my pinky. Yeah I bet you like that hole getting turned into a pussy don't ya slut he said harshly and pulled out his wallet and put a twenty dollar bill out the window. Then the other three guys did the same thing in a hurry. They took turns fucking me in my face and my little white butt so many times I was having orgasms over and over again looking around at the men's blurred figures on top of me in a frenzy of fucking. I'm on my back and looking up at the only man who hasn't gotten a nut yet as he was holding his cock inside my mouth just enough to see my lips covering the head with my tongue rolling around inside in circles all over his cock until the he is ready. Fuck yeah bitch he shouted aggressively demanded firmly that I was hold still. It was impossible to hold every drop in my mouth because he was squirting and squirting for a couple of minutes and I was getting turned on looking up at him as sperm ran out of my mouth and he didn't flinch as more cum sprayed across my neck and started making it to my tities. Ohhhh daddy that is so hot I squeal as I was still swallowing cum and licking my fingers clean. The other three had cum inside of my belly and it was leaking out and running down my legs.

I washed up and changed clothes at my apartment after the four dudes that I entertained in the SUV .I have invited the man who sold my ass and sexual service this evening to my home and I told him sweetly that he was in charge and he didn't hesitate to contact some of his people to come over and put the word out that he has a beta submissive white sissy for cheap. I was wearing a French Maid Outfit and he took a few pictures before giving me a gram of cocain. Get high and horny and wet bitch he demanded firmly and looked directly at his cock that was bulging in his shorts. I realized that he had led my eyes to the bulge that was growing in between his legs and started to feel my mouth water and quickly dropped to my knees and snorted a big hit of the powder while slowly crawling to his manhood. He was looking at my tits when he was standing over me and I pushed a lot of the cocain up my ass and clinched it tight as he grabbed my tities and squeezed them around the nipples just right. Yes ohhhh I swear to god you are going to make me squirt jizz on the floor daddy I exclaim in a nervous and shaken tone. As I licked his balls and dripped saliva between my breast I was also getting in position setting up on my knees and pushing my breast together. Its my first time being titty fucked daddy I whispered sweetly to him as my eyes are on his face in submission with pleasure. After a few seconds of the enormous cock between my tities he forced my head down to the cleavage view and added my mouth to his pleasure. I was about to cum when I was pushed to the floor on my back and he put his hand around my neck and started squeezing hard as he started fucking me. I was holding my ankles and felt my face grow hot as I was being choked to the point of my vision going black and sounds were muffled. Splash after Splash of my juices being fucked out of me everytime I cum. Suddenly I feel oxygen in my lungs as I felt the wetness of the bed beneath us and how I was soaked up to my neck. He was looking at me with a smile and the obvious gaze of satisfaction as he was spraying cum on my tits and belly. Lick it up bitch he said rudely and slapped my face with his cock. Thank you daddy for making me feel so pretty and sexy I told him as I licked his jizz off my fingers on the floor looking at him for the display of my obedience. I watched him get dressed and start texting on his phone without saying anything else to me until he was about to close the door to my bedroom. Get fresh and ready for my client that is going to be here in about twenty minutes he instructed me to do seriously and didn't look up from the phone. I sat down on the bed and had a cigarette after I had straightened myself up for another customer to use me like a cum receptacle to breed with. I'm laying down with my biggest dildo in my belly and the door swings open to reveal a tall spanish man that is dirty and sweaty like he was working outside the entire day. He is good for whatever he wants for an hour or so said my daddy from the living room and shut the door quietly.

Hey daddy I am a slut and you are full control I said cheerfully and I opened my legs to expose my wet pussy to him as he gave me a crack pipe and started taking off his pants. I took a big hit and laid back on the bed with my legs spread apart in front of the man. I took a second hit of crack and he said something in Puerto Rican as he started to push his cock inside me slowly but steady. Oh daddy I exclaim as I reached down and felt the size of this man's cock and I gasp in shock to find out my hand barely can wrap around it. It was making me wet and scared at the same time but he was not gentle with pulling it out...I quickly grabbed the silicone lube and squeezed it on his dick that was going towards my ass with the strength of a muscular and aggressive man that doesn't seem to speak English and don't care about whether or not he is hurting me or anything. He grunted loud and spoke in his Spanish language briefly as he was holding me down roughly by pinning down my arms above my head with a powerful strength that I can not do anything about. It felt like I was being ripped in half and I cried out in pain and said go easy to him in submission and fear. Ahhh fuck its so thick and your not stopping at all I added with tears flooding my eyes. After the first two or three minutes of it hurting and stretching my hole wide open and making me cry.... was the most amazing orgasms ever and I was so enthralled by the man that took the pleasure for himself and didn't give a fuck that I was in pain and scared of what was going to happen. He was truly a dominant man that is assertive to the point that he is somewhat selfish and maybe even evil one way or another. It was just under an hour when I was being pulled up and he put his dick in my mouth right on time to finish up. I gulped down his hot load while he was going to the rest room to rinse himself off. I immediately grabbed a towel and went to wash the man's cock and balls...then I washed the man's body down and brought him his clothes. It turns me on intensely to do things like that....

The next two days daddy keeps me in my bedroom and high on cocain and ecstasy or molly while he's watching TV in the living room with his friends. He doesn't tell me how much he was getting from pimping me this way and I was having the time of my life and I feel more feminine than ever now that my daily routine is being fucked like a girl and femininized like the beta feminine submissive bitch I am. I never want to feel masculinity come from me in anyway what so ever. I love to feel like I am pretty and attractive to masculine men. A dominant man having sex with me and treating me like a whore everyday keeps me in my feminine energy and it gets stronger all the time. Two and a half days of being a living sex toy for a lot of different men and all of them had been blessed with massive Alpha phallic tools of real masculinity that I crave more everyday. I'm told to rest for a day and I was given food and beauty products and I was even told to give my clothes to a little sissy trans he brought here to start training for prostitution and she was going to go wash them for me. I'm tired enough to get a few hours of good sleep and I woke up with my feminine energy glowing like an eager, horny sex addicted Nympho.... I put on a little makeup and a short skirt with crotchless panties and a little top that only just barely covered my tities. I peek into the living room and politely informed the guy that is here to collect the money that I was completely ready for work and I was getting turned on thinking about cooking a meal for him and he has plenty of time to fuck me before I serve him dinner and a blow job until he finishes with his meal and gets a nut in my mouth. His smile is worth everything to me in that moment. He was watching me from the couch with a hand over his cock while I was unwrapping a steak and heating up the pan. I lifted my skirt up enough to make it obvious that I was wearing crotchless panties. His steak was on the pan and I was bending over to put the garlic bread in the hot oven when I heard him get up and start walking towards me. Slowly and gently I shut the oven and put my ass up really arched to open my insides and welcome him to take it. Holding on to the hot oven door handle as he started penatration while he gripped his hands on my hips. God Damm daddy I mumbled softly and pushed my body back into him to take it all inside. Its so wet and hot he said quietly and slowly started fucking me in a steady fashion with every inch going in and out. I looked back at him smiling just before I completely soaked him with my girlish jizz that excited him more. It was hard to flip the steak and keep my butt in the place to perfectly serve the best experience and make him cum for me. He looked like he was going to explode and he was grunting deeply in his frenzy of fucking me in my ass. I started pushing back faster and he was pushing it deeper and harder until he pulled out his cock and yelled....turn around and let me cum in your cute little bitch mouth. He sounded angry and I didn't hesitate to follow his orders so I quickly dropped to my knees and turned off the oven with my mouth open wide looking at the man's cock throbing in his hand as he jacked off in seconds and painted my face with a white sticky load of cum. Thank you daddy I said and scraped his sperm off my cheeks and into my mouth. Oh I fucking love watching you licking my cum like that he said fiercely as I smiled and stood up to prepare his dinner. It is ready to eat and I will bring it to you daddy I said softly and licking more jizz off my fingers. He was looking at the TV and appeared to be very relaxed when I served him a steak, garlic bread and a cold beer in the living room. May I suck your cock in worship while you eat daddy I asked softly and put my hands together under my chin to beg for him to say yes. Not tonight because you are going to have an early visit from your nine o clock appointment he said firmly and focused on his food. He is going to be here in about twenty minutes and you need to get the cum all out of your hair and off your face he demanded. Yes daddy I replied sweetly and hurried off to my bedroom and bathroom to freshen myself up for my job. I decided to put on lingerie and then I chose red to be the main color theme for the evening.