When escorting, is it fun, or is it something cry-inducing? Great sand you have in posting all this, but was just wondering for curiosity's sake.
Is most of any negativity surrounding all this (such as your mate's reactions to your work), have more to do with society's wickedness and self-loathing? Everyone seems to love to put others down, to make one feel better-- perhaps just human nature?
Not at all, I actually like escorting way more than camming! It's just I escort more infrequently and the cry-inducing is caused by how much just really normal stuff costs ha. Life's hard boohoo ;)
Well, sometimes when I'm out, I end up drunkenly telling people what I do, cos I'm an awful blabbermouth and it's a release to talk about something I keep so secret most of the time. In the case of my friends, on one occassion.. I can put it down to their lives not being super interesting, and me not being there.. Is that me putting them down? Girls always gossip, but it did piss me off when my ex from YEARS ago (like before I started any kind of sexwork), out of the blue, started giving me shit about it. That was weird.
The people to whom you blab, are lucky, that'd be a great conversation to have for anyone. Like meeting the guy who invented drink umbrellas, you just don't get to meet them very often.
you probably damaged his ego by rejecting him! but he shouldn't do that, as his reaction-- wrong reaction.