I've been a psychotherapist for almost 30 years. I understand much of what you have written here. I love the actual work. Its like improv poetry done live with people. Like good jazz when its good. But the money/business "professional" roles are so stale. I think of a picture I want you to see. Its me after the diplomas and professional life. I became everything I thought I wanted and it became so silly to me. Peace and love friend. This is how I do the professional thing now. :) Nice work here mam.