RE: Does Freddy Kruger Really Exist? The Truth Can Sometimes be Stranger Then Fiction
Yes, your right about the Dr flipping thru a book thing... Except looking thru a book would require them to actually research. Really, all they do is get pitched by some pharmaceutical sales rep, and choose whatever snake oil that does not have a black label. lol
So I have shroomed when I was a kid but the last 4 or 5 times I did, I kept going on this death trip. I would imagine being in a coffin one day covered in dirt, in the dark all alone. It scared the shit out of me! I used to live in Vegas and practically lived in the clubs and have probably seen every Dj live including AM. Those were my Molly days... I never had issues with mdma. DMT is one I have not touched because number one...I have never seen it, two- I have a close friend who did it once and had a great experience only, about a month later he slipped completely out of reality. I am not going to get into details about it but I still wonder if he ever really came back even if he acts normal now.
I did see that ayahuasca stuff for sale here on steemit along with DMT and well...damm near everything else, and I googled it. That was how I heard about bringing bad entities back into this realm with you if not careful insight. I assumed that and DMT are the same thing. Am I wrong about that? The site I learned about that actually offers the ceremonies in Washington and Peru. They called it "Sitting with lady ayahuasca".
I have a friend who has been urging me to try microdosing mushrooms for a few months because she swears that they are the answer to everything.
I am extremely honest especially with myself about things and even with that said, I do not know if I am ready to be shown things I may not be ready for. It has been a lot of work to be able to come to terms with what I know now and I have had to exercise forgiveness towards myself in order to move forward. I could just be afraid and making excuses though. Do you live in the US? You are fun to talk to. I seriously only have a small handful of friends who I can get into conversations like this with. If I even tried to with 95 % of the rest of my friends... they look at me like I am crazy.
Yes very true... they get paid off by the big pharma companies and then that’s it... it’s basically criminal! So much strange things going on today isn’t there, once you begin to find out the truth it can be hard to come to terms with! But then after years, gaining a deeper understanding of everything helps, I think.
Woah that sounds like a bad trip for sure, I don’t blame you for not wanting to go back to shrooms for a while! I was just talking with my friend about his recent shroom trip and he had a good/bad one - it sounded nuts, unlike anything I have heard before!
I would like to think that with dmt you can’t brinf the entities back into this realm, unless it’s really just you addressing personal demons and having you shown them in full force, and making the bad things a bit more obvious. But I don’t know too much about that... I just know some trips can be bad due to an individuals life, maybe if they are holding something in that they have done wrong and then feel guilt. I (luckily) just used it for other help, in terms of anxiety and confusion about he world and life. I wouldn’t say any substance can cure anyone, they have to be ready in the mind and put in the work - like it sounds that you have :) I also have too after many years.
Molly is a great one, I’ve never had any negative effects, aside from being totally drained in the morning and some other typical issues 😜 but it’s fun. I haven’t done it in ages, but I would like to again:) I used to party hard haha!
Ayahuasca will basically be a less intense version of dmt but last longer, I haven’t done it... yet. I recently microdosed and I did enjoy it, however I didn’t really use it to my creative side I just kind of microdosed for a week... I should have tested it out more!
You are really fun to talk to, I love it! It’s very rare to have these types of flowing conversations about these topics, would be great in person! most people really don’t understand/want to chat like this! I’ve had that crazy look all too much haha! So I’m currently living in England... but I’m in the states once a year for a few months... any other way we can chat outside of steemit? Any suggestions I’m down:)
Sounds good to me. If you want to give me an email address I can email you my number. I don't think steemit has private messaging and if it does I have no idea where or how it works.
Sweet sounds good:) Yea I was just looking for private messages but I can’t seem to find/work it out haha