Reason gaming will make you go broke and borrowing
If you are earning a particular amount every month ending, learn how to plan base on your income for every month. Expect the best but prepare for the worse.
You won't be happy after putting all or half of your money to bet for a game and you lost. If you foolishly do and lost. How will you feed and pay your bills until next earning?
It will make you go broke and borrowing from people you're not supposed to be begging help from.
If gaming so benefits, why are most gamer's still poor?
Question you should always ask yourself anytime you think on gambling.
Try all you can to stop gaming. I know you have lost a lot that you're trying to recover. Sad enough, that is not going to happen but rather cause you more grief when you keep adding to the money you have already lost.
It's not too late now to stop playing.
Anytime you have enough money try and invest . Gain is sure for you than gaming. Gaming have done me more harm than good. So I wrote this from my experience.