HoHow she feels 1

She tried her best to make her parents happy, all she could think of was to make them feel proud of her. At birth she was taken very good care of, she was their treasure, they tendered her like a diamond, not much people were allowed to carry her except her family members, her brothers watch her and helped her grow, she herself was proud of her self, but one thing made her not to be happy, she wasn't free as her brothers, she kept to herself, she had no friends, she was always with her mother, all she could do at 1 was sleep, eat and drink. She just couldn't understand why she lived at that very tender age, she wasn't allowed to talk to anyone, her brothers were her playmates, even sometimes theydon't give her the attention she wants, it just like she was all alone in the world, when it was time for her to go to school at 2, she didn't know what to feel maybe happy or sad, but she could see the difference of her mood, she thought to herself, 'I am free ', at last she had people to play with, after school, she just would feel reluctant to go home with her brothers, the teachers noticed this, they call up on her parents, told them what they noticed about their child, all they could say was they loved the way they her rearing her, that she was their treasure, so they have to keep their treasure well, hmmmm........
Well, then the unexpected happened, can you just imagine, you had your treasure with you, you used all what you have to keep it so as to see your gain in the future, but the treasure was stolen from you. She was raped right in front of her parents, they couldn't cry, all they could do was taken her to the clinic, so as to save her from disgrace, she herself was not the girl she use to be, she kept to herself the more, she couldn't pay attention to her studies anymore, she wasn't the treasure anymore, she wasn't their favourite anymore, now they decided to have another child, they were happy the other child was also a girl, again she feel so lonely in the world, no one could to her, she goes her way, she became so quiet in the world, she was in junior secondary school when it happened, she didn't know who to trust, she tried to fight it but the dilemma was so strong, she then decided to live with it, and continue her life, she just couldn't kill herself, even if she really wants to, her life turned upside down, she couldn't think of anything thing else, all she could think of was herself, she was so moody,............
Suddenly, she became happy once again, what really happened that she began to do the things she had never done, most boys in her school are were her friend, but she doesn't trust them but they were her friend, she was through with her secondary school education, God helped her so she passed out with flying colors and immediately gained admission to the prestigious University in Ibadan, University of Ibadan, to study Law, but that wasn't what she wanted for herself, she wanted to join the armed forces, but was forced by her parents to study the so called Law, she kept to herself which is not suppose to be, cause in a school like UI, youhave to relate with people, but she didn't know how to, but she got help from her Daddy's friends, some profs in the University, God helped her so she passed the first session, she was happy, but that wasn't enough 💔, somethings spoils her mood sometimes her roommate were having some conversation like boyfriends, virginity, she doesn't include herself in the conversation, whenever she was called to say something, she just use her books as anse, like'am sorry I need to read, maybe some other time', she feels sorry for herself. Her parents no nothing of her, all they could do was help her forget he treasure that was stolen away from her which she didn't give out willingly, but all this to avail, her course thought that was how she was, they tried to talk to her that the way she was living won't help her but nothing could bring back happiness to her, but notwithstanding she scale through her higher institution with flying colors, still she wasn't ♡☆♡