Aww!! this really touched my heart, every little word . At the start i salute your wife for breastfeesing him , and it is so sweet of you to let your wife rest and do the feeding with a bottle and share your thumb for him to suck . haha, while reading the hardest part , i can really feel the pain your kid , your wife and you've been through , i am amaze always how powerful prayer is , it's proven and tested for me too. you are indeed a great father to your son ,he's lucky to have his parents, tha ks for sharing this story dear @Guarddog woof!! 👏👍❤️❤️❤️❤️