HELP! THE THIN LINE BETWEEN DISCIPLINE AND WICKEDNESS IS BEING CROSSED WITH HER

Shes' supposed to be her mother, family, bestfriend and Confindant yet words can't express the horrors she lives with, smile to and wake up to.
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Peace has never felt her name in a place she calls home before. Her Mum have been her frustration.

"The worst of it all is that my father supports the whole stuff" She said as she bursts into tears and speaks out so she could be heard and advised on what and how to go about it

"I'm just a 14year old girl with 2 other siblings and we're treated like we were purchased, we cry everyday to sleep, we've never felt the love like we see in the movies (I most time think is overrated and doesn't exist) My family is godly, my siblings don't have any problem. We don't disobey and disrespect our mom like other kids in other family I know of do
She act so so wickedly all in the name of discipline.
*My mother have stripped me Unclad before,poured pepper all over my body and pushed me to run around the neighbourhood
*There is this very first and last time I stole a phone in my life due to depression caused by her and my father. The owner of the phone got to know about it and told my mother I stole his phone. She knew I don't steal and would have tried knowing why I did so and beating me without public embarrasment. You know what she did? She gathered boys from my community to beat hell out of me,made jest of me cause of one nonsense phone like that then, She brought pepper, Brought ant and they were poured on me
*Most of my teen life is spent inside bushes and uncompleted building because my parents(especially my mother) will always chase me out of home, throw my stuffs outside. Without food and water I'll be roaming like a mad girl.
I am tired of meeting people to go beg for me, I am tired Of life and i want to run away
*I can't count how many times I have been disgraced by her inside church, In my school, in the market place, and every other public environment you can imagine. People(even the ones below my age) laughs at me frequently cause of this. They use words like" U no go your house now before your mama go kom here flog you" and lots of them.
I suffered all of this and now she's still doing same to my younger ones.
The picture is my recent picture cause she saw a letter that says "Will you be my friend?" from a boy in my school. She beat me as if i'm the architect of all the problems in my family.
*I've fainted due to beating by my parents before and this thing is still happening
I'm fagged-out,and frustrated.

She have started threatening to never let my father pay my fees again because I confronted her for maltreating my brother by not giving him food cause she said he took meat from the pot which he didn't cause my father later said he was the one.
I need a new life, I need another family(I don't mind) before I'll hurt myself"