I don't blame you for blaming me. I get it. I feel like it was as much my own fault as it was his. Maybe I just dug in too deep and was too clingy. I mean you can only be around someone 24/7 before you grow tired of them and want a change.

What made it worse

It all really started to go downhill when I started hearing him talk to his friends about some girl named Destiny. I am not sure who she is as I have never met her but It seems that time is coming closer from the way he talks.

I have never told anyone this

He pays people to cut me. Sometimes I am fearful for my life. It happens quite often and there is nothing I can do about it.