Your mantra - surrender - is the path to being IN the moment and being more alive than just living. Your post is apt for my mood today. Not neurosis but my acceptance of a tendency to Seasonal Affective Disorder and coming to terms with that acceptance has been greatly helped by reading that posted by other Steemians
@isabeldorastorey, thank you for your reflection and openness. I think great comfort comes from speaking our truth, witnessing others' and recognizing that we are not alone in the way we feel. I am so grateful that Steemit can bring us together in our humanity. Wishing you a beautiful and present transition into spring/fall, hemisphere depending.