Lateness

Oh my god! It's been a terrible day of my life! I was so late to open the shop today and there is so much caused to the 15 minutes of late opening!

First, i woke up late than my heart thumping very fast because I know I will not be able to open the shop followed the schedule.

Second, due to my heart beat fast i cannot think of anything till i wander around back and forth without knowing what to do!

Third, i just go and take a bath while i ask my husband to iron my cloth (which he never done before)

Fourth, due to I want the shop to be open before its too late i have called my manager and my assistant to open the shop (it's still not happen cause their both just woke up - and i bother their beauty sleep time)

Fifth, my manager speed up her car (which i think its very dangerous cause she also bring her 6 years old daughter that time) and she didnt even get a bath (still in her pijamas - ya i want to laugh too but at the same time i feel more guilty than funny)

Sixth, the shop finally open 15mins late and my manager might lost her insentives which cost RM500 -RM800 and she ask me to pay if she didnt get it! (oh my goodness - it cost a lot!)

Seventh, my allowance will be burn which cost RM400 (also a lot of money)

Eighth, i will also get a warning letter soon and it will cost RM50 for that (will be deducted from the salary).

So... i end up feeling guilty, frustrated and blame myself for causing so much trouble for myself and people around me (well i do cry this morning and my husband calm me - thats very sweet of him). Apologize is not enough ok. I have to bare the cost for what i have done.

This is really taught me a lot! Serve me right then.