I don't know what resonates with you but these are some songs that I have on repeat nowadays, hope you like'em:

Easy Way Out by Low Roar:

(This is a very deep and resonating song about suicide and actually has a deep lesson for anyone who's having sch thoughts. The main theme is that this easy way out is a big mistake.)

I'll keep coming by Low Roar:

Not you kind of people:

The man who sold the world mgs5 version:

And in the last here is the soundtrack of the upcoming game Death Stranding. This is so enigmatic for me and I just can't live without it: